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Her flight here had been quicker than the one she'd left town
on. The airport was cleaner, and security was a little tighter.
The economy was better and the news was more upbeat.
This
was returning, she thought. Coming back to find things changed.
Better, she thought in the cab that had new license plates and
had been made in 1994. Worse, too, she thought when the driver
turned on the radio and a song with cursing lyrics and too much
bass filled the car.
She
got out at the J. Edgar Hoover Building, paying the cabbie an
ungodly amount and rethinking her decision not to rent a car.
The building was the same as ever, imposing and masculine and
hiding secrets. This was coming home.
She
had to go through the metal detectors in the front entrance. There
was a uniformed security guard, the generic kind seen in similar
buildings in similar cities everywhere. He glanced at her badge
and his smile was the perfunctory kind saved for the visiting
backwater agents that came through daily.
Her
footsteps were loud to her despite the small crowd that filled
the foyer. She got to the
elevator and pressed in to another crowd, busy men and women with
places to go, people to see, and reports to file. She wondered
where the fat man leering at her was going. Judging by his cheap
suit and cheaper cologne, she guessed accounting.
He
got off on the second floor. Accounting.
She
got off on the fourth. On the wall opposite the elevator was the
new president's picture, next to one of the new attorney general.
Well, they weren't new, not really, having served half of a second
term. But their faces didn't really belong to this building.
She
found herself thankful for the same worn grey carpet in the conference
room. Thankful for the ancient overhead projector that had likely
seen the days of Hoover himself. She was thankful for the men
still in their black suits and white shirts, less so for the women
in black slacks and black blazers instead of red skirts and shoulder-padded
red blazers.
The
room filled quickly, agents whispering rumors and their superiors
holding their chins aloft with pretended importance. She sat in
the back, in a corner. She wasn't sure why she had agreed to come.
Someone else could've handled the dirty work. She thought longingly
of Saudi heat and sand, of Arabic voices. She'd rather pretend
there if she had to at all.
A
man came into the room. His youth gave away the secrets that his
scowl and expensive cologne were trying to hide. He introduced
himself as Agent Spender, no first name because he wanted to remain
impersonal, the boss and not a friend. He was still new at this,
and this was his first big case.
And
what a case. She recited the facts she knew he was going to dictate
to the room. A terrorist had shot a Russian national. Scandal,
upset, international incident. This was scripted rhetoric left
over from the Cold War. In the old days she would have had to
suppress a laugh. Now she was just impatient with it all. Tired
of it. The ending was already planned.
She
knew that now because she was there to make it happen.
Spender
droned on, his patriotism on his sleeve. So eager to please, to
climb the ladder. He'd probably been top of his class at the Academy.
Just
like Fox had been.
She
shifted uncomfortably in her seat. That was why she didn't want
to be here, in this building, this city, this country. She was
better off halfway around the world, where he wasn't. She wondered
if he was working in the basement or was getting mud on his shoes,
asking a farmer about crop circles.
It
was a unbidden thought and she focused on the video of the assassination.
She waited for someone to point out how the little boy had moved
backwards to avoid being hit. She wondered how long it would be
before she had to say something.
Not
long.
The
door opened and a familiar profile appeared. The same distinguished
nose, the same pouting lips. She wasn't surprised to find she
still thought of him like he was a character in a romance novel.
His hair was shorter, more styled. His tie was new. When she knew
him, his taste was more for paisleys and tacky broad stripes.
She wondered who had picked this one for him.
He
looked around the room quickly, searching for someone. Her heart
skipped a beat. She wanted him to see her, she didn't want him
to.
His
gaze rested somewhere on the other side of the room. He hadn't
recognized her, but he knew someone there. She wondered if that
person had picked out his tie.
She
watched him turn his attention to the video, to Agent Spender.
Spender disliked him, she noticed it in the way his lip curled
and his chest heaved with weary annoyance.
Fox
Mulder pointed out the young chess player's premonition. Agent
Spender was prepared to fight him. The room shifted in mixed agitation
and fascination - apparently, Spooky Mulder's reputation hadn't
dimmed with time. She let Spender finish his sigh, and then she
spoke up.
"I
think Agent Mulder's right."
Heads
snapped in her direction, and Diana's skin tightened, the hair
on the back of her neck standing up. This was it. Her big performance.
And
the love of her life was staring at her with a hint of smile on
his face.
She
ignored him, ignored Spender's gaping, protesting mouth, ignored
everything. She backed Fox up, a professional, respected opinion
given to legitimize the rantings of a basement-banished kook.
Just like the old days, she thought, finishing her speech and
finally daring to meet his eyes.
Fox's
eyes lingered on her face as they always had, thankful and a little
awed. The meeting broke up around them, and still they watched
each other. She felt excited and glad and nervous, so changed
from when she had walked in here. She made to move over to him
through the small throng of gossiping, speculating agents in black.
She
hesitated only once.
A
small figure topped with red hair got up from the table and got
to Fox first. He dropped his
stare down to her as she placed her hand on his arm. She whispered
to him, he answered her. All his attention was on her, and Diana
felt the dread return.
Things
had changed, after all.
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