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It happened on a wet Wednesday night, in between shifts.
Abby
was changing her scrubs, and Neela walked in.
Simple
as that.
Neela
stared a little and Abby noticed, and through the blushing and
the stammering it became clear that Neela was still staring and
Abby was not moving.
Neela
was the first to walk away, but not before asking Abby if she
wanted to catch lunch later.
And
Abby, not really thinking about it, said yes.
The
night began like that.
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Abby was a nurse by night, but she was always thinking like a
med student.
She
quizzed Neela on the bones of the skull, just to stay awake during
a slow hour.
A
slow hour meaning they were stitching a guy's arm, which was sliced
open from a pizza cutter gone awry, if he was to be believed.
Behind the curtain on the right, a woman who had come in with
a cough appeared to have emphysema, and they were waiting on tests.
Neela
liked to be quizzed, she liked to think about her books and her
papers. It calmed her down in between frantic moments, which were
frequent in the E.R.
Abby
was good at being in charge, asking the questions instead of being
asked. It worked well, because at this hour neither one was willing
to do anything out of the ordinary or against her nature.
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"Abby?"
"Mmm?"
She was filling out paperwork, trying to make sure all the nurses
got their fair share of night shifts. Someone was going to complain
no matter what she did....unless she could squeeze in another
Thursday for herself, though that would mean four nights in a
row and there was an exam the very next Monday....
"What
was it like, dating Kovacs?"
Abby
looked up and saw Neela scrutinizing Luka, who was across the
room whispering something in Sam's ear. Abby felt a wry sense
of rejection come over her - not because of Luka's flirting, but
Neela's curiousity.
Strange.
"Why?
Wanna have a go when he's decided it's time to move on to the
next bit of stuff?"
It
came out crueler than Abby meant it to.
Neela
looked at her, wide-eyed. "No...I, that is..."
Neela
looked down at Abby's fingers, clutched around the top of her
clipboard. She brushed a knuckle against Abby's middle finger
and Abby drew in a breath.
"I
just want to get to know you better."
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Neela was covered in blood.
This
was her least favorite thing about being a doctor.
Med
student.
Ah,
hell.
The
accident victim came in at a quarter to two, and now the sky was
starting to lighten outside. That was what, four hours spent with
one case?
Abby
was nowhere to be found.
Neela
made her way to the locker room, cringing at the squeaking of
her shoes. Blood on the soles, probably tracking.
The
guy didn't even live through it.
She
opened her locker and pulled out a second pair of shoes and clean
socks. She'd started keeping them there after her first week at
County, when three days in a row had her standing in puke or bile
or blood.
She
let her gaze linger on her stack of books and papers and slammed
her locker door shut.
"Neela,
we need you out here, stabbing victim en route."
Pratt's
voice was a needle in her ear.
She
nodded and didn't tie her shoe all the way because she was in
a hurry.
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Abby
had managed to catch a short nap. She felt bad about it - that
car accident guy had been a hell of a case, but the rest of the
night had been so slow and he was really the only person in there,
and she had worked a day shift, too.
The
sky was a dark gray.
How
long had she slept?
"Abby,
stabbing victim, we need hands."
She
didn't register the voice, just the words. She nodded.
Stabbing
victim? The guy was practically a pincushion. She sighed, rolled
up her sleeves, and started taking orders from Luka.
An
elbow dug into her side and Abby looked to see Neela, harried
and tired and trying to help out.
She
shifted and Neela moved to get something from a drawer, another
needle or more gauze or something else that the nurses were in
charge of but that Neela felt comfortable doing when she had no
idea what to do. Neela stopped suddenly and looked back at Abby.
"You're
on my shoelace."
Abby
stepped back and focused on Luka's orders - "10 of atropine"
- but she lingered a little on the way Neela said "shoelace."
She
did have a lovely voice, and Abby had always liked accents.
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It
was seven o'clock, or just after. Neela knew because Kerry Weaver
had come in about a half an hour before, yelling about something
in administration.
Abby
was doing the last of the inventory in the supply closet. Or at
least, that's what she'd told Neela she'd be doing. Neela didn't
think that Abby had been doing inventory to have to finish it.
But
she was in the supply closet.
Alone.
Kovacs
was helping Sam into her coat, and Pratt was arguing with Weaver.
Carter was on his way in the door, and Susan Lewis was right behind
him, looking more pregnant today than the day before. Neela wondered
why that happened, why pregnancy always seemed to speed along.
She figured it was her perception.
No
one noticed her slip into the supply closet. Except maybe Jerry,
who gave her a little wave as he took up his station behind the
desk.
But
he didn't know why.
Neela
didn't either.
Until
Abby's arm was around her waist, and Abby's lips were pressed
against hers.
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Making
out in the supply closet.
Susan
had told her about it. No one usually went in there, except for
nurses. And Abby was still the head nurse, by default. She made
sure everyone heard that she was going in to do inventory before
she knocked off for the night.
Who
had Susan come in here with? Carter? Or was it just that Susan
had heard about it, maybe about Doug Ross when he was still prowling
these halls?
Abby
didn't care. She hadn't ever wanted to come in here with someone.
Carter didn't inspire that kind of spontaneity, really. And Luka
did, but she didn't like public affection, much less running the
risk of getting caught.
So
why was she in here now?
With
Neela?
A
woman?!
Abby
liked the way Neela kissed. Soft and shy, completely unsure.
She
was short, too. Abby didn't have to stand on her tiptoes.
Neela
didn't know what to do with her hands, so Abby held them.
Abby
was good at taking charge.
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Thursday
morning was here, and it was going to be a good day.
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